Sometimes I wish I was a robot so I wouldn't have to eat or sleep and could do only the things I like. Recently, I had been kinda acting like that and guess what? It has consequences. I went to sleep earlier this night to try and fix my sleep schedule for once and woke up in the middle of the night with ✨ sleep paralisis ✨.

It was right after this weird dream where I was talking to a christian guy with a fisting kink who told me he followed the rules of this bible with a reinterpreted theology written by a rockstar. The paralisis itself was kinda weird cause it was the first time I had it while sleeping on my side, I heard it's more common to have it when you're sleeping on your back and that's how I had it every other time too. I saw like a terrifying shadowy silhouette with glasses on slowly opening my door and peeking inside. It kinda looked like my mother.

I need to get better at taking care of my health :v

had a nice weekend, i went to karaoke on friday and saw a movie on saturday

(crappy mirror selfie cause i was looking half decent for once but have no photography skill)

we sang chappell roan, grimes, doechii, hamilton, lady gaga, wicked and lots of other stuff. it was super fun!!

on saturday there was this little lake with a lot of carps in it just outside the cinema. it was a smaller movie theater i had never went to, it was pretty quiet and nice there.

we watched "baby" and the movie was so fucking good. i did not expect a lot tbh i thought it was gonna be ok but this movie is like stunning. i love brazilian cinema so much,, i beg of anyone who reads this to watch it immediately. you can probably find it subtitled somewhere, just do yourself the favor of watching this movie you will not regret it.

after that vini wanted to go to this fancy pizza place and he payed for everything so that was very very nice too. it's fun to hang out with him, i feel like cause we've known eachother for so long i always let myself be just the most annoying person when we're together lol

turned on a movie to distract me from my headache and it actually went away :) !! movie is "Scenes of a Sexual Nature"

(i was in it for tom hardy but the movie was actually really nice)

God I need to schedule an appointment with an ophtalmologist like NOWWW ugh... I was almost done with another page but I just got the worst fucking headache ever!! I hate that most of my hobbies atm involve staring at the pc screen or doing some kind of reading, I just feel my eyesight getting progressively worse.

Today I finally got to rewrite a couple of things on my lil rpg character so that was nice,,, I got to tie up some stuff that I had left kinda messy. Here's a little sketch of her, her name is Moira Thanatos and she's like an undead astral elf and she's an evil blood wizard and shit. I should make a nicer colored drawing of her one day.

nvm,,, the session was actually super fun i actually felt like i understood what was going on in combat and helped and also had some great character moments :DDD

I got an rpg session to play in a couple of hours and i'm soo not excited for itt... DnD is such a convoluted system..

Anywayss I started watching revolutionary girl utena and it's so cool. I've been getting really into fairy tales again, I wrote a little version of Rapunzel the other day and I've been thinking of writing a couple more versions of different fairy tales and ilustrating them and putting them all together in a little book. I think that would be very cool. It's a lot of fun playing with fairy tale tropes and changing them and rearranging them in different ways to tell different stories.

I've also been thinking about how often I should post blog entries here? I used to tweet a lot every day but I feel like if I used this like twitter it would be way too much so I was thinking of going at a bit of a slower pace, idk. I was working on the layout for this page yesterday too and I'm excited to finish it so I can put it up here.

Hello world!

I'm really excited to build this website and be able to express myself out here. I've been thinking of making a neocities website for months, and recently I lost my twitter account, so I guess that was the last push I needed! I find it really beautiful how people here fill their sites with all the things they like and spend so much time and effort into making their pages special, and how other people go out of their way to explore those sites and participate! It's such a big contrast from the dreadful way most other social media works nowadays.

I've been working a lot on my main page and I have tons of ideas for stuff I want to add, but it will probably take me a while to get things going since I'm still learning HTML, CSS and JavaScript. So, for now, I decided to add my blog page and my about page in this pretty bare bones state, just to get things started while I work on my coding skills!

I think that's it for now, hope to bring more updates soon! Byee!